Four parties in as many days, if I also count the small gatherings the statistics will be 6 in 9 days. Oh boy, I have been partying like there is no tomorrow and summer is turning out to be lot differrent ( Not particularly colorful) than I expected. It has now become worthless to try to sleep before 2:00 am and avoid hooch even if I have to wake up at 7:00 in morning.
Before Summer the farthest place I have visited was Sioux Falls and now in pretty short time I am already been to two pretty long and exhaustive tours and umpteen parties in between and it seems unending. Men certainly is a social animal and parties creates strong bonding between people. But, at times I feel I am lost in big groups, party jokes, music and dances. I am slowly becoming unknown to myself by imitating too many friends too often.
As I return from office, I am already late for the party, when I return from party it will be already late to sleep and as I wake up I am already late for the office again. I think blog during lunch hours at Dak but could not manage time to type them. I feel sleepy but do not find time to sleep. My brother who passed with distinction in SLC waited me for 2 hours in cyber but all in vain as I was too busy partying and did not know the knews. I can imagine he must have ran like a hare to give me the news of his accomplishment. I hope I am not dissapointing my dear friends who are throwing party so generously but from my point of view there were too many ( certainly unavoidable) in too short time. Now, I need little break for life.
I want to hybernate for a while & rediscover myself. I want to stay alone for a while and think about myself, my past and plan my future. I want to absorbed into the beauty that nature has offered. I want to stare at setting sun, sit below moon and count the stars . I want to appreciate the color of rainbow instead of color of wine, music of birds instead of Rock n Roll. I want to ................................................
C u soon.
3 comments:
Wonderfully written, summer should end with a visit to chicago
Great awesome.
The ending para i like most and would love to do that.
Hey mprofit!
Its Nice man.......But you know what? You seem to be a bit pessiimistic....
Just trust yourself that you are doing great.........and you will do great..............For every one the life is a complex of problems, difficulties and businesses........Proper coordination and adjustment to everythings in front of us is the best way of driving ourselves into a success..........
Your success is not measured by the position you are now but the position from where you had a giant leap in this position..........This age of our life and the work we did till now is a sufficient witness that we can't do wrong, we won't do wrong.......You need not to hybernate..........PALAYANBAD haina PRAGATIBAD lai timi hami jasto manchhe le sochnu parchha.........each and every event lai hamile opportunity ko rup ma linu parchha.........hehe
chill out.......have a break but not stop.......Just think a water body where we can have fun as well as be drawned...which way to choose is up to us...
look at "the reference" who has the same feelings as yours.....
Any way, expression is so nice
n congrat for ur brother's result
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